I started this blog to get out some feelings about some addiction and being in recovery.
I have invited my roomie from rehab a few years ago to join me. He was and is my brother. I was terrified when I went in there. My whole life had been turned upside down. I lost my job, my wife, my friends. I had hit bottom. When I got in there I was not only terrified but I was angry. My buddy kept me sane. I have now been clean for a few years now but I will not lie. It is hard. Very hard.
It is my hope that in having this forum for me to open up not only to my best friend but to the rest of you that it will help keep me clean and help me grow.
I may get a little raw in here from time to time but I am looking for support and honesty so please feel free to say what you feel and I will do the same.